Things That Keep Me Up At Night

Ya know that feeling
when you’re out and about
and you see a group of friends
and one silently,
secretly
signals your approach
finger to nose
a glance in your direction
in warning to the others
and it hurts
stings
like a paper-cut glazed with sriracha?

Well, that feeling
lingers
akin to a bitter memory
lends doubt
to the veracity of friendship
fuels desire to stay home
stay alone.

It’s 12:44 am, as I type
on a Saturday night.

Thought about going out.
Thought better of it,
remembering the sting of a fresh wound.

I’m tired,
from giving so much of myself all day/EVERYDAY/all week

Best to stay home and recoup
to save my energy for better things.

Like the 20th Anniversary Celebration of MplsArt.Com.

Maybe I’ll see you there.
Not that I’ll see your approach.
I’ll be spinning records.

MPLSART 20th Anniversary Party – Saturday September 27th 6 – 10pm
Southside Preservation Society
2619 28th Ave S, Minneapolis, MN 55406

~ by jamezicarius on September 27, 2025.

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